Beneath the skin.

Behind those scenes where you see that person with a beautiful smile, there's always some sorrow, some sadness, and some tears.

Sometimes people hide their unhappiness and cover up with smiles. Yes, they may be having a nice smile on their face, but deep inside you might have hurt them. Have you ever thought of that? Or you just dont wanna think about it because he/ she is carrying a smile?
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I used to be really expressive of my feelings. As long as I feel like crying, I cry. I feel like laughing, I laugh. And that goes on for all the other things. I never wanted to hide anything, cos.................. I dont know la. Maybe I was still really childish at that time (I know I still am but I've come to know more things already) and that's why I just do what I want. I dont have to care about what others think, say, or most importantly, JUDGE.

Wouldn't it be great if we can go back to when we were little, where we don't have to worry if people judge us.

I know I have a lot of flaws and imperfections. Or maybe I should say, I'm FAR from perfection. There's so many things I'm not happy about myself but honestly? You dont have to point them out in public, like I'm not insecure enough already.

But what can I do? I cannot just cry infront of them right?! So all I can do is just smile and carry on. I know I know, they are just kidding around right......... NO. That person who keeps saying that is a girl, and she likes to keep repeating them wtf. -.- Guys do that all the time and that's alright because that's their nature, just fooling around y'know? BUT IF A GIRL DO THAT, SHE'S JUST HURTING YOUR SELF-ESTEEM INTENTIONALLY.

Bitch.

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Hahaha okay I didnt want to write so much one but I dont know why once I start writing I just keep pouring them out. Guess I still didnt achieve the hiding feelings technic!! :S LOL. Okay although I've said all this, I still think that sometimes we have to rebut back/ show feelings la. Although that girl I was saying above only become happier after I flared. :/ -'-



Okay, here's a smiling picture! Cos I know you people dont like me to take pictures with emo face LOL. :$

Doraemon Day! ♥

Hey people!

(My fringe a bit weird at the right hand corner cos I just cut in a little rush LOL, will try and cut again later.)

Yeap, I'm finally back from my Msia + Genting trip and yeah.. I know that my previous post have kinda bring me many hates but aiyah like I care la hor. ._. << Hackcaregurl96 LOL. Anyway, I'm finally here to bring you guys a post after more than a week?!?! I've been blogging really little recently ESP THIS MONTH WTF, but I'll try to make up for it soon k! ^^ SO MUCH BACK-DATED POST I THINK PEOPLE ARE GONNA ACT LIKE LOAN SHARK AFTER ME ALREADY. T_T

Anyway, thats not today's topic! Went to Lot1 with my cousins yesterday for some shopping and gaming. Played Pump It Up Fiesta and bought my school shoe like finally cos previous one is damn cui already, lmao. AND ALSO MANY MANY OTHER THINGS THAT MAKE ME SPEND ALL MY MONEY LA WALAO. :<

Sorry for the bad quality. :( Was taking it in a rush cos my cousins were irritated with my obsession with Doraemon cos I keep going like:

"Doraemon~", "I WANT I WANT" etc.

Hahaha. I've said this before for a zillion times, whether its in my blog or anywhere else: I'm a mega big fan of Doraemon since a child. Even up till now, I still wake up early every Sat & Sun just to tune in to the show @ 9:30am!!! I THINK I'M MAD. :$ Sigh, until recently I gave some most of my attention to Rilakkuma. T_T

But I still love Doraemon though! I mean since a child leh, cant get rid of it so easily right?! :p So yeah, it'll be my forever love teehee. ♥

There's this maze thing where its filled with info of Doraemon and the characters! ^^ Enjoy the pics:

Story introduction.

The characters:

Dorami.

I know she's not the main character, BUT SHE'S DEFINITELY MY FAVOURITE!!!! <3

Doraemon / 哆啦A梦 / 小叮当 / Robotic Cat.

Never knew he's got so many names right.

Nobita / 大雄.

Shizuka / 静香.

Gian / 胖虎.

Suneo / 小夫.

That's all. Do let me know if I got any of their names wrong yeah!

Doraemon's expressions. PRICELESS LA!! XD

Doraemon's time machine.

Another pic with cousin! :)

Oh btw, its her birthday today. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ^^

Newest McFlurry. Something Orange de. SERIOUSLY CANNOT BE EATEN WTF. Cant stand it after a few spoons. :S I knew it'll taste like that lor!! But aiyah................... I just tried so that I can tell you guys and not just assume AND THEN KENA HATED AGAIN. LOL So yeah conclusion: YUCK.

HAHAHA Okay dont need to say you guys also know what happened right?! :X Yah yah African kids are starving and we're here playing with food........................... -_-"

Kpop. Seriously?

Okay, I'm now in Genting's CyberCafe with some of my cousins. FUCKING 15RM AN HOUR WTF. I wanted to update a bit of facebook and stuffs with pictures but its simply so mother fucking hard to even find my file lor!!! :@

Hahaha. Hmmm so anyway, I wonder why not I do a ranting post? :D SINCE I'M KINDA PISSED OFF NOW. -.- LOL, okay most of you might already know from the title. Yes,

KPOP.

I know I will most probably confirm offend loads of you kpop crazed fans out there but I dont fucking give a damn already. Yah I know, why must I make a big deal out of it right? Because one of my 2 cousins keep yakking away about kpop guys.

I quote:
"OMG SO CUTE" "AAAAAHHH SUPER JUNIOR" "I'M IN LOVE!!!" *spam heart shape eyes face*

I mean wtf seriously? I cannot say that I really hate kpop la, I'm okay okay but I really cannot freaking stand girls who keep yakking on and on about kpop. OMG SERIOUSLY LA, JUST STOP IT OKAY?!

I dont understand what's so good about kpop. All they do is dance WITH NO FUCKING STRENGTH + (most of them) AUTO-TUNED VOICE. I've listened a couple of Snsd's live concert and they seriously cannot pull off those high notes wtf.

ANOTHER THING I HATE IS: Our magazines!!!! Whenever I buy a Teenage magazine, its always 3 quarter spammed with kpop thingy. WALAU WEI~ T_T (Okay la, maybe I kua zhang a bit about the 3 quarter part la. ._.)

I just really hope that those Taiwan, Japan and English one can become back to where they used to be. :/

And btw, I do really like KARA and 2NE1 though! THEY DANCE UNTIL SO POWERFUL!!! ESP 2NE1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ HAHAHAHAHHA OKAY ENOUGH.


Okay, just this much for now, will update once I get back from Genting! ♥ xx


P.S. I know I will get a lot of hate for this but I'm just simply expressing what I'm feeling. If you're unhappy then just leave okay? You know, the red cross? :)