The feeling of wanting something so bad.

I've wanted to blog about this a couple of days ago but have been just too plain lazy. :S Okay, so well, I'm here to bring you a post!!! ^^ Not those pictury kind though, just those kind that's filled with words.


So, couple of days ago, there's this inter-class netball match where each class have to have a group or 2 to participate, and the winning team get to win some awards or whatsoever. The starting was alright la, and my class won lots of match, TILL ONE OF OUR TEAM MET WITH THIS CLASS. You wanna know what?

THEY PLAYED ROUGH.

Or dirty or, aiyah just whatever you name it! Hence, of course our team must play rough also right?! EQUAL WHAT!!! BUT NO. The referee (which was a teacher by the way) blowed the whistle, tell them to stop, AND MOTHER FUCKING SAY WE CANNOT PLAY ROUGH???????!!!!!!!! WTF.

So the other team can play dirty WHILE WE CANT? They can knock into us so that we cannot receive the ball BUT WE CANT? They can practically land on one of the players BUT WE CANT? Hey, how about you go eating dog's poo? :) :) HELL YEA! ^^

Okay, so here's the thing I wanted to say. Apparently, one of our players got a serious sprain during the game which I dont know what happened because when I ask him he refused to say and when I asked again he spoke in a soft voice that its because he fell BUT HE DARE NOT LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SAY. So I doubt that's the truth.

Even so that he had sprained his ankle, he continued shouting instructions for the other teammates. And anyone who's not deaf can hear that his voice was raging with anger, and the few of us beside him helping with his injury can see him tearing up. But we all know very well that its not because of the physical pain on the swollen ankle.

By the way, I was not in the team la! OBVIOUSLY. Me, Xinwen and Huixin were just sitting at the side watching the match and cheering a little la, when Julia called for us because she needed to go for her next match. She was icing his swollen ankle. So we walk there and well, Huixin got the job. LUCKY NOT ME! LOL~ Because I wasnt in such good terms with him, well sort of "enemy" I guess. He ALWAYS teased me in school, along with another few others. I know its just for fun la but there's this once when I was on my PMS and he shuay shuay come disturb me that time la, so I flared infront of the whole class and everyone stared and he was kinda scared HAHAHA. :P But its okay la after a while. Umm, and I never regretted shouting at him la hehehe. :B Anyways, that's besides the point.

With his feet already elevated and still iced, I can still see his eagerness of wanting to go back to the team. There's this once when Huixin remove the icing cloth for a moment to check the swelling and he wanted to put his leg down and can see from his actions that he wanted to run up and help with the game. Hmmm, I can say that the game was pretty much losing without him. :/ No offence though. ._.

None of the teams got in any ball for at least half the match, until one time when the opposing team got in 1 ball. He was shouting his lungs off la, naturally. Because sitting down there, he cannot do anything but watch his team losing. You understand that kind of pain ornot? The feeling of wanting something so bad, have anyone of you gone through it before?

And I dont know why, at that moment, I just felt so emotional that tears are starting to form in my eyes. But I managed to sniffffffffffffffffffff it back in and I'm so relieved about it lor! Because can you imagine that I cry for something that's not even of my business??? WILL BE SO WEIRD AND EMBARRASSING LA!!! >.<

But well......... I still cannot hide it from my best friend la. -.- Cos uhhhhh, Xinwen found out. :S She say she see until my eyes like watery watery like that WALIEW WEI!!! :$ *slap palm to the forehead*

Sigh, its so heartbreaking lor, because they've worked for hard for it and EVEN DESIGNED A TEE!! :( Can see that they really want it badly and me and the girls have already guessed why. Because that guy (who  got injured) is going to leave our school next year already. So I guess he just wanted to have something memorable to leave us with... :/

Okay, so that's just what I wanted to say la. For those who're in my school and have watched the match/ heard about it you should know who that guy I'm referring to but if you dont know its also not a bad thing la DONT SO KAYPO!! :P And thanks to those who bothered to even read this fucking long ass entry REALLY THANKS A LOT!!! ^^ And for those who didnt read, WELL YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF. :D :D

Rilakkuma craze!

HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD OF RILAKKUMA YET?!?!! If not you can go and wiki it right now. GOGOGO

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Okay, though most of you probably wont. -_-

AIYAH! THEIR JUST VERY CUTE LITTLE BEARS!! xD In Japanese, Rilakkuma is actually a combination of  'relax'  and  'bear'. Which means its called relax bear! LOL. OKEOKE, ITS SO CUTE I DONT CARE EVEN IF ITS RELAX OR UNRELAX LOR!!! :S

Okay, so there's no such word as unrelax but nevermind................. NEW WORD INVENTED BY NANA ONE HEHEHE. :$:$

Sigh, yes. From the title you might have guessed already, I'M CURRENTLY GOING BONKERS ABOUT IT!! T_T That's a pencil case anyway. CUTE TTM RIGHT??!??!?!! x10000000

Hehehe it looks as though its wearing a earring. :B

And I dont know what happened to the lighting but its lighter irl I promise!

Btw, its polka dot inside! The caramel/ custard colour (sorry I really couldnt tell the difference) also add a vintage look to it! :D TOTALLY SUITABLE FOR SCHOOL. <3

&& if you notice, the picture on the left, there's actually 2 pockets!

Uhhhhh yeah, this is the back..... YAH YAH, I KNOW! The bear is kinda distorted LOL!!!!! But its okay la, can just simply cut away that few strands with a effin scissors?! WHAT'S THE BIG FUCKING DEAL RIGHT! O_O Somemore so cheap only...................................

HEHEHE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ~ ♥ ♥ ♥

Also, another rilakkuma pouch I got. FOR ME CAMELO!!! :D :D EH-HEH-HEH

'COS SERIOUSLY, MY CAMERA'S POUCH SUCKS.

I've also got a couple more rilakkuma stuffs but I just got them recently so I'm too lazy to take photo and upload them la! ._. Will do so another time. :)

The above things that I've shown can be bought from Westmall, the 2nd pushcart right when you enter the main entrance. :D There's a lot of other designs other than rilakkuma, like domo-kun, mario, panda, and many many more!

The pencil case is for $3.50 while the pouch is for $3.90 I think? :/ Couldnt really remember but its around there. SUPER MEGA CHEAP GOT ORNOT???!!! Hehehe I'm a cheapo kia. :P COS PPL NOT RICH WHAT WHAT YOU WANT?! :<

P.S. More reviews will be coming up soon, girls! :) *hint hint*

P.S.(2). Actually, I'm feeling really guilty right now for Doraemon......... Cos I've been loving and adoring and showering all my love on it for like god-knows-how-long and suddenly I'm diverting all my attention Rilakkuma!!! T_T SOLI UH DORAEMON, MAMA DUI BU QI NI AH~

Cute mini pink straightener!

HEY ALL!

Okay, dont judge me can? This picture was taken without any make up (just back from school) and hair all tied up! But well, a little editing did the trick already hehehe! ^_^ But nevermind if you still think I look fugly here, JUST SWITCH YOUR FOCUS TO THE STRAIGHTENER!!!

ITS FREAKING MINI SIZE RIGHT?!??!?!! No? Okay, scroll down....

NOW YOU SEE HOW MINI IZIT?!?!?!??!

The pen is there intentionally to let you compare the size. But okay, the photo still dont prove any justice to the super mini size lor! :< So I'll just say its like.................... around a palm size? Probably a guy's palm size for the length. Umm, or izit just my fingers too short? ._. HAHAHA LOL!

SO IN ♥ WITH IT! :$

Sorry for this mega short update! :/ Going to rush off to do revision again. BOOOOOO I'M BECOMING SUCHA NERD!! :< And tomorrow is poa, which is the paper that I fear the most. I just hope to at least score a 50!! >.< I hope I can. :S

HAHAHAHHAHHA. Okay so this is my side profile. :S I know cmi right! -.- Fuck, and yes, this is the hairstyle that I've been tying to school recently. BECAUSE SUDDENLY A RULE POP OUT SAY I CANNOT TIE BUN?!?!??!?!! WTF LOR PURPOSELY WANT ZHEN DUI WO DE!!! :@

So yeah.......... A couple of people also ask me where have my 'char siew bao' go to, LOL JOKE SIA THEY!!! xD Because during that period of time when I keep tying bun, I got named by someone and then everyone keep using that! :S But its okay, I LOVE MY CHAR SIEW BAO AND I CONFIRM YOU IT WILL BE BACK!!! >:D

CON. FIRM.

Right after exams! :) Because the main reason why I've been tying my hair in this fugly hairstyle is due to the exams. I dont want those fringe or anything else to interrupt me! :/

Okay, that's all folks! Will blog more about the straightener, and probably make a tutorial with it soon. ^_^ Tune in next time, hehe! :B

P.S. Btw, the last picture is not edited AT ALL. Yeah.... That's why there's an abnormal amount of baby fats..........

Best way to dance?

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Dance, like no one is watching.

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2 MORE PAPERS DOWN! :D

Ayeeeeeeeee! Xiaoqian's back for a little update! :D

Yep, as you can see from the title, 2 MORE PAPERS DOWN TODAY!! -Geography and Math P2. F'yea damn happy! ^^ BUT HELL NO, THE RESULTS. :S Cannot be sure if I'll make it through ornot.......................... :(

I just really gotta make it la! Cos my school have this freaking new rule where it says uhhhhhhhh have to come back for a few sessions of catch up programme and also another retest for the subject(s) we fail. Yes, DURING THE HOLIDAYS. Okay, to make things simpler, it just means that my holidays is gonna burn if I dont pass them all.

NAHHHHHHH, YOU THINK ITS THAT SIMPLE FOR ME?!?!??!! If I dont pass all of 'em, I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO PERFORM FOR THE NOVEMBER DANCE!!!!


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.


THIS IS SO UN. FAIR. ! ! !

Just because its on the same day as the performance and some of the rehearsal dates. T_T Pua cheebye. I DONT WANT FAIL~

Sigh, anyways, I've got no other choice but to work harder and harder la. HAVE TO SMACK MY ASS AND MAKE MYSELF PUMPED UP!!!!! *spam shyface*


Oh and also, everyone go catch X Factor on Channel 5 kay?! Every Thur & Fri, 6 - 7:30pm! :D That's the live/ direct off satellite one, which may be a bit faulty sometimes. But you can also watch the replay later on the same day around 10+ or something?? I dont really know soli! :/

BUT JUST GO DO YOUR RESEARCH AND WATCH LA!! Freaking awesome one!! ^_^ I'm currently supporting 3 people: Jazzlyn Little, Drew Ryniewicz, Nick Dean.

And........... I'll be lying if I say their not in order. ._. I CANT HELP LA!! >.< I just really really like Jazzlyn!! SO INSPIRING AND RELATABLE I THINK SHE'S THE NEXT DEMI LOVATO!!!!! :B And if you clicked her link you'll probably wanna know what's her youtube channel now (you'll know what I'm talking about if you did click).

Me being the great person (as usual ;p) shall give you the link then! :D :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWDSHnuLnJs

LOOK AT THE SHOCKING NUMBER OF HITS!!!! Seriously?! FROM 500 TO A 5 DIGIT NUMBER IN A FEW FREAKING DAYS????!!!! ♥ Her.



Okok, enough about all that. Here's a shocking picture to scare you guys before I end off! :P GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST FOR YA EXAMS! ^_^

I'll be back!

"Don't judge a book by its cover."

SORRY FOR MIA-ING FOR SUCHA LONG TIME.

Have been trying to catch up with my studies recently cos, as you know, EOYs IS COMING!!!! T_T WTF, I'm totally not prepared AND I DONT KNOW WHY THE FUCK I'M DOING HERE.

Oh right, I remember now. Hahaha. :B Just wanna tell you guys that I really appreciate you for still reading even though I keep dont have update! ._. LOVE YA! ^^

And also, after all the exams shit is over, I'll revamp my whole blogskin and every fucking crappy thing to improve! :D To add on, I might also be vlogging or doing video-tutorials on my youtube channel. Uhh, but no promises for that though! :S I'M REALLY NOT GOOD AT EDITING CLIPS!!! :< SO. MUTHAFUCKIN. HARD. !!

Okay, anyways I really gotta go. So long, creep majigs! :P -learning from fred.

P.S. Just want to talk about this a little. BY2's 4th album coming out soon! You can go HERE to watch  a little preview of their first MV! ^^ PLEASE CHEER FOR THEM OKEHH. I'M THEIR HARDCORE FAN HEHEHE. :$:$