Beneath the skin.

Behind those scenes where you see that person with a beautiful smile, there's always some sorrow, some sadness, and some tears.

Sometimes people hide their unhappiness and cover up with smiles. Yes, they may be having a nice smile on their face, but deep inside you might have hurt them. Have you ever thought of that? Or you just dont wanna think about it because he/ she is carrying a smile?
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I used to be really expressive of my feelings. As long as I feel like crying, I cry. I feel like laughing, I laugh. And that goes on for all the other things. I never wanted to hide anything, cos.................. I dont know la. Maybe I was still really childish at that time (I know I still am but I've come to know more things already) and that's why I just do what I want. I dont have to care about what others think, say, or most importantly, JUDGE.

Wouldn't it be great if we can go back to when we were little, where we don't have to worry if people judge us.

I know I have a lot of flaws and imperfections. Or maybe I should say, I'm FAR from perfection. There's so many things I'm not happy about myself but honestly? You dont have to point them out in public, like I'm not insecure enough already.

But what can I do? I cannot just cry infront of them right?! So all I can do is just smile and carry on. I know I know, they are just kidding around right......... NO. That person who keeps saying that is a girl, and she likes to keep repeating them wtf. -.- Guys do that all the time and that's alright because that's their nature, just fooling around y'know? BUT IF A GIRL DO THAT, SHE'S JUST HURTING YOUR SELF-ESTEEM INTENTIONALLY.

Bitch.

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Hahaha okay I didnt want to write so much one but I dont know why once I start writing I just keep pouring them out. Guess I still didnt achieve the hiding feelings technic!! :S LOL. Okay although I've said all this, I still think that sometimes we have to rebut back/ show feelings la. Although that girl I was saying above only become happier after I flared. :/ -'-



Okay, here's a smiling picture! Cos I know you people dont like me to take pictures with emo face LOL. :$