The feeling of wanting something so bad.

I've wanted to blog about this a couple of days ago but have been just too plain lazy. :S Okay, so well, I'm here to bring you a post!!! ^^ Not those pictury kind though, just those kind that's filled with words.


So, couple of days ago, there's this inter-class netball match where each class have to have a group or 2 to participate, and the winning team get to win some awards or whatsoever. The starting was alright la, and my class won lots of match, TILL ONE OF OUR TEAM MET WITH THIS CLASS. You wanna know what?

THEY PLAYED ROUGH.

Or dirty or, aiyah just whatever you name it! Hence, of course our team must play rough also right?! EQUAL WHAT!!! BUT NO. The referee (which was a teacher by the way) blowed the whistle, tell them to stop, AND MOTHER FUCKING SAY WE CANNOT PLAY ROUGH???????!!!!!!!! WTF.

So the other team can play dirty WHILE WE CANT? They can knock into us so that we cannot receive the ball BUT WE CANT? They can practically land on one of the players BUT WE CANT? Hey, how about you go eating dog's poo? :) :) HELL YEA! ^^

Okay, so here's the thing I wanted to say. Apparently, one of our players got a serious sprain during the game which I dont know what happened because when I ask him he refused to say and when I asked again he spoke in a soft voice that its because he fell BUT HE DARE NOT LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SAY. So I doubt that's the truth.

Even so that he had sprained his ankle, he continued shouting instructions for the other teammates. And anyone who's not deaf can hear that his voice was raging with anger, and the few of us beside him helping with his injury can see him tearing up. But we all know very well that its not because of the physical pain on the swollen ankle.

By the way, I was not in the team la! OBVIOUSLY. Me, Xinwen and Huixin were just sitting at the side watching the match and cheering a little la, when Julia called for us because she needed to go for her next match. She was icing his swollen ankle. So we walk there and well, Huixin got the job. LUCKY NOT ME! LOL~ Because I wasnt in such good terms with him, well sort of "enemy" I guess. He ALWAYS teased me in school, along with another few others. I know its just for fun la but there's this once when I was on my PMS and he shuay shuay come disturb me that time la, so I flared infront of the whole class and everyone stared and he was kinda scared HAHAHA. :P But its okay la after a while. Umm, and I never regretted shouting at him la hehehe. :B Anyways, that's besides the point.

With his feet already elevated and still iced, I can still see his eagerness of wanting to go back to the team. There's this once when Huixin remove the icing cloth for a moment to check the swelling and he wanted to put his leg down and can see from his actions that he wanted to run up and help with the game. Hmmm, I can say that the game was pretty much losing without him. :/ No offence though. ._.

None of the teams got in any ball for at least half the match, until one time when the opposing team got in 1 ball. He was shouting his lungs off la, naturally. Because sitting down there, he cannot do anything but watch his team losing. You understand that kind of pain ornot? The feeling of wanting something so bad, have anyone of you gone through it before?

And I dont know why, at that moment, I just felt so emotional that tears are starting to form in my eyes. But I managed to sniffffffffffffffffffff it back in and I'm so relieved about it lor! Because can you imagine that I cry for something that's not even of my business??? WILL BE SO WEIRD AND EMBARRASSING LA!!! >.<

But well......... I still cannot hide it from my best friend la. -.- Cos uhhhhh, Xinwen found out. :S She say she see until my eyes like watery watery like that WALIEW WEI!!! :$ *slap palm to the forehead*

Sigh, its so heartbreaking lor, because they've worked for hard for it and EVEN DESIGNED A TEE!! :( Can see that they really want it badly and me and the girls have already guessed why. Because that guy (who  got injured) is going to leave our school next year already. So I guess he just wanted to have something memorable to leave us with... :/

Okay, so that's just what I wanted to say la. For those who're in my school and have watched the match/ heard about it you should know who that guy I'm referring to but if you dont know its also not a bad thing la DONT SO KAYPO!! :P And thanks to those who bothered to even read this fucking long ass entry REALLY THANKS A LOT!!! ^^ And for those who didnt read, WELL YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF. :D :D