Be Good to Yourself. ♥

Life is complicated for almost everyone. We all experience that which pains us, that which annoys us, that which challenges us. We must each take care of ourselves in such times.

Yes, that's me and its taken my Xinwen. :)

Anyways, I'm sorry (again) for neglecting this space for quite a while lately. But you cannot blame me, I've been so busy with dance as there's 2 performance coming up, 1 representing school and 1 representing DTDP (BOTH ALSO AT UCC!!). And also Mr Peter (our mentor, if you cannot remember) says that he might be firing 10% of us if we dont show good progress. T_T OMG~ And I know, I JUST KNOW, I'm not doing very well... :/ DIE LA!!!

Apart from that, my EOYs are around the corner too. STRESS LA BODOH!!! :( I dont even know if I can make it through because I'm still so unprepared with everything. MATH, POA, PHY, CHEM, GEOG, SS. FUCK, I DONT EVEN WANNA THINK ABOUT IT. But I will just try my best la. :D MUST REMAIN OPTIMISTIC!! ^_^

Oh and............... Something scary happened during DTDP training yesterday. I will go into that later on. :S

Went to Westmall to have the Japanese meal that me and Xinwen are currently addicted to! ITS JUST SOO YUMMY!!!!! *slurp slurp gulp* Went with Huixin for the first time and she says its nice too! YAYYYYY :D

And yes, I know that my fringe look a bit too long in that picture above. Its because they just right come down at the moment when I snap. x.x GRR. But I'm too lazy to retake, so yeah! :P

I ordered something that is egg with shrimp one. Huixin one is something ultra expensive!! $_$ And Xinwen ordering her usual, Teriyaki chicken. Hahaha. I dont like to keep going back for the same thing, SO EVERYTIME I GO THERE I EAT SOMETHING DIFFERENT! ^_^

Here's a picture to show you guys, since I've been raving about this shop to many people but just dont know the name!! ._. Hahaha. SIBEH FAIL RIGHT I KNOW!! Make people saliva come out only but dont know where izit. Hehe. :$:$ It's located on the first floor, at quite the other side of of the entrance. I think there's a bread shop nearby. BreadTalk(?)

ISNT IT CUTE!??!?!?!! ^_^

Bought it at one of the little stall outside Men Men Don Don. :D ONLY $6!! WTF CHEAP RIGHT?!?!

Comes with 2 pocket! There's also other colours like pink, brown, beige........... AND OTHER REALLY KAWAII PATTERNS LIKE DEMIN! :)

Although among the colours my favourite is pink, I chose red because its the brightest making it the most attention seeking. :P Hehehe. Yep I admit, I love attention! I mean, which girl doesnt right?! ._. And I remember I used to hate red...........................................

Anyways, after eating we chiong our study for POA for a test the following day (which is today, and I dont think I did very well. T_T). And then rushing off LATE to meet with Cybil, Lynette and Faris. Ended up late 30mins from our meeting time mainly because I FUCKING GOT ONTO THE WRONG TRAIN!!!!!!!!!! Okay la, and also I a bit late then leave. ._. COS OF MY CONTACT LENSE!! Plus it broke WTF. CAN THEY CHOOSE A EVEN BETTER TIMING THAN THIS?!?! I'm never gonna buy F******* lenses again anymore. ITS JUST TOO SOFT!!! Oh and dont get it wrong, "F*******" is the brand, not a vulgarity. :S LOL

Okay okay, I'm getting off topic. :X And so............ We ended up taking taxi again. Yes, just for me. YAH LA I KNOW LA, I ALREADY FEEL GUILTY ENOUGH ALREADY OKEH???!!! :< Since the first day of class we've been taking taxi there lor! ._. WASTE SO MUCH $$$$. AND PLZ, WE'RE NOT RICH AND THAT'S WHY I'M COMPLAINING HERE. HELLO?!

OK, I SHALL NOW SAY THE SCARY THING THAT HAPPENED DURING LESSON.

(Okay, maybe to be more precise, right before the lesson.)

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I DISLOCATED MY KNEE.

Yes. AND FUCK, I'm not kidding or trying to trick anyone here right now okay? I know I used to keep tricking people on my blog and coming back on the next post saying that its fake BUT NO, THIS IS MOTHER FUCKING REAL AND I'M GODDAMN SAD ABOUT IT!!!

It actually happened because we're taking some pictures, then a few of us decided to lie on the floor (tummy facing floor kind) and take a picture from the mirror. And then I got so excited I knock my knee onto the ground too hard (yah la, that's what happen to a vain and self-obsessed camwhorer right. x.x) and it dislocated. O_O

It doesnt feel painful actually, to my surprise. But it feels kind uncomfortable and just....................... just PLAIN WEIRD LA. At first I tried to ignore it because I want to quickly get into the picture (WTF RIGHT??) but really cannot tahan. So while the person holding the camera asking others to come for a photo, I quickly grab my knee and I felt it. YES, I FUCKING FELT IT.

I could feel my whole kneecap being shifted to the right side (its my right knee btw) and yes, THAT EXPERIENCE WAS A HELLA SCARY. :S But I manage to locate it back so that I can turn and go take picture. ._. And then I just smile and act like nothing happened somemore. ._."

HAHAHAHAAHAHA. OKAY BY THIS TIME RIGHT, YOU MUST REALLY BE THINKING WHY THIS FUCKING BITCH VAIN UNTIL LIKE THAT RIGHT!!!! But there's actually a reason okay!

Because I was sitting down there and I'm also afraid to get up and move out of the picture, as well as telling anyone (as I was still in a shocked state)!! And I'll look damn extra if I just sit there back-facing right! So imagine if you're in my situation, you'll also choose to act like nothing happen and just take the picture right?!?!??!?!?!?! RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And as for now, my knee is okay la, but still feels a bit uncomfortable. Like sore kinda feeling?? :S I dont really know.

AND ALSO, please pardon me if its not a dislocation. Its just the nearest term I can give to what I know and heard about. It its not, mind letting me know the correct term at the comment box? :) Please, its important!

Me and Cybil with our OKTEA from Clementi after the class ended. I forgot to ask Cybil what flavour she ordered but mine is Caramel milktea. FREAKING YUMS!!! :D :D

And well, sorry for my fucked up hair. Was too tired and lazy to retie la! :S

This is a picture taken earlier today while having prata cheese hotdog (or the other way round?) for our lunch. EVERYONE MUST GO TRY!!! From Munch House @ Lakeside MRT. Beside the Sweetie Bubbletea shop. :D

Btw, this is my new bag I bought from the pasar malam in Msia last weekend (will blog about it soon). ONLY 21RM!!!!!!! Hehehehehe. I AM BARGAIN PRINCESS. :$:$

And also, I almost forgot to say. I'm really into big handbags (FOR SCHOOL KIND) and also polka dot recently. I dont know why, new trend? :B Nahhhhhhhhh, who am I to start a trend?! :S I just like it because it makes me look........................... More mature? ._. HAHAHAHHAHA LAME SIA WTF.

Must have a picture of only myself. Because that's how self-obsessed I am. x.x

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The following pictures are taken either using my phone of just random pictures found from my camera:

That's Faris. I think he dont have appear on my blog before right?! :S He dont want to............................. BUT NO CHOICE WHO TELL HIM KEEP BULLY ME!!!! :P

Left: Xinwen. Right: Me.

WHO DO BETTER?? OBVIOUSLY ME RIGHT!!! :B

Picture taken with Huixin at the library.

I'M A HARDWORKING GIRL OKAY HEHEHEHE. :$:$ SHY OH MY GOD. No la just kidding, always end up talk talk talk. x.x FUCK I NEED TO CONCENTRATE!!! :(

A new hairstyle I learnt from some tutorial on youtube. AND YES, THAT BRAID IS MY OWN FUCKING REAL HAIR. I know....................... Looks too brown to be real as compared to my fringe right. :S But believe it ornot, IT IS.

However, the down side to doing this hairstyle is you must have at least the hair length of like, until your elbow when you put them straight down? :/ And also, after tying this, your hair will be much more thinner than it actually is. SO ITS SUITABLE FOR ONLY PEOPLE WITH THICK THICK HAIR LIKE MINEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ^_^

No, I'm not showing off (how to, with such bad quality hair) . I used to not like my thick thick hair, because its just so hard to take care of!! But I've come to love it because I can do more hairstyle with them! :D And if I want to make them thin, I can just have lots of layers mah! 1 more fact, having more hair/ making them more puffy or thick will make your face look smaller. ITS JUST AN ILLUSION!!

Okay, some of my self-obsessed pictures again. SIBEH ACT CUTE ONE THIS TIME ROUND. You have been warned...........

K, FEEL FREE TO VOMIT ALL YOU WANT. x.x And yes, I know I look EVEN MORE like a freaking child..........

Hehehe. The wavy curls I got after I release the braids! ^_^ YAH, THIS ONLY HAPPEN TO BAD QUALITY HAIR. Well if you have good quality hair and you want to have this kind of curls without using any heat, TOO BAD LA WHO TELL YOU WANT TO HAVE GOOD QUALITY HAIR. :P :P No, I'm not jealous at all.

Btw, if you guys havent know, I got Daddy to buy me a new camera a couple of weeks ago.

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And yep, it you know even more. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I'VE BLINGED IT! ^_^ Ready to see the results?

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TADA~

ALL DONE BY MYSELF. Took me hours and hours until my panda eye becoming worse and worse. T_T  Did it from 11pm to 5am. Hehehe. I'm more of a night person. ._. Its tiring but all is worth the effort when I see the final results. ^_^

Materials used. Bought from The Bluez @ Jurong Point.

Yes, its those kind that have sticker behind already so that I dont have to use glue. Another reason why I dont want to use glue is because I dont want it to be permenant! I'm a person who needs constant changes!! :B So yeah, although its a little more fragile like that la......................... BUT WHO CARES AS LONG AS ITS PRETTY?!?! :P

And yah.... Using this kind of blingbling means that I have to painstakingly cut them out pieces by pieces, or some of them one by one, and stick them on. FREAKING TIRED OKAY!!! And thats why it took me like 6 hours, or more.

The top/ back.

Huixin, me, Cybil, Xinwen. A random picture, LOL.

OKAY, AFTER READING RIGHT. I NEED YOU GUYS TO HELP ME WITH SOMETHING!!!

See this? YES, THIS FREAKING MALE/ FEMALE/ HOMOSEXUAL IS USING MY PICTURE!!! I mean, it doesnt mean that this person did anything yet la but who knows in the future? OR MAYBE RIGHT NOW?!?!

BUT YOU GUYS CAN HELP ME!!!

How?

Go to her profile (I'll be giving the link later on) and click on that thing I circled in pink.

Then will come out something like Poke and Report/block. So obviously you choose report/block. After that something will pop out and got some options, choose Pretending to be someone fake. And then something will drop below again, this time choose Pretending to be someone I know.

Just 3 or 4 steps only so please help yeah? I know some of you might be thinking why not just I report can already leh?! But NO. You see, facebook works something like this. They need a certain amount of people who report that account before they can remove it! SO PLEASE HELP OKAY!!! :)

It'll really really be appreciated AND GOD WILL BLESS YOU. (L)


Here's the link:

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000352698805


PLEASE HELP PLEASE HELP. *give innocent face* (please dont puke, LOL)

P.S. Also, remove this person from your friend list (if he/she is) and block her. :)