Xiaoqian's talk. ^^

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

My fucking computer broke down!!! T_T

And now I'm using Daddy's huge ass comp to blog. :< Hmph! So yeah, no pictures. :(

OH YES, by the way, the pictures in my previous post cannot be seen because............................ I accidentally deleted them in blogger. ._. But I will fix it once I get back on my own comp kay! :)

Had 2.4km run today. FUCKING TIRED OKAY?! Didnt trained at all. ;( But funny, improved from last year. o.o Will get know timing next week. I remember I wanted to stop when I was going to reach the end already, but someone tell me to continue till the end! Thanks Nadia. :)

And friends, I'm alright already. I kept the birthday present that he gave me under the hidden cupboard, so I will not see it again. :D So I think I'm slowly putting down the past behind me now(?) But dont come asking me yea? I'm scared it might still hurt. ;( HOWEVER, now, I feel even greater than before. ;D At least there's no more arguements, no more hurting, no more wasting my time waiting for your message. PLUS, I even feel more carefree now. Because I can talk/ play/ beat my guy friends without being accused of being a flirter or hongster. Yes, the sense of freedom. :)

And although I'm starting to put it behind me, I dont think I am ready for a new relationship too soon. Maybe after some time? There's dance practice tomorrow, and I will use the bag that you have once carried for me. It will be the first time I will be using it after we've broken up. I know lots of memories will come back, but I will be totally fine. Because I dont have any feelings for you anymore. ^^

Anyways, HERE's a song I've been trying to learn. Yes, IN JAPANESE. Enjoy! :D

P/S. I just realised that there is 1 post saved in my drafts, WITH PICTURES. So picture maniacs, do come back tomorrow as I will be updating them yea! ^^