Love, really teaches things.

Okay, its been quite a few days since I've updated. And almost a week since I've been in my emo state. Sorry people and friends, for making you worry. ;( But I really cannot promise when I will get over it. Maybe a week, a few months, or maybe even years?? Love, this kind of thing is very hard to predict, so are heartbreaks.

Huixin: Dont have to worry about me yea! I will be back to my hyper self very soon! ^^ So please DO NOT EVER forget that me! Everytime when I suddenly stare into blank space daydreaming, you'll always ask me if I'm alright ornot. LOL. I really am. Just thinking of stuffs. :)

Cos my feelings are really confused now. :/

After one relationship, my feelings will always become really confused. And after every relationship, I found myself not understanding love even more. When I was a kid, I always think that love is just liking someone. And when you love him, you just love him. But now, whenever I'm in love, I'm not even sure if that is love ornot. ;( Sad case yea?

And you, if you're reading this right now. I just want to tell you that, I'm not sure if I still have any feelings for you ornot. But that day when you ask for the break up, it was the most cruel way I've ever seen.

Yes, I did cry after reading that message.

I tried to control my tears, because I was still having dance practice when I saw that message. But when my senior saw me suddenly turning emo state, she asked what happened, and I just cannot control those stupid tears. That was not the most hurtful thing.

What hurts most was when Fariz told you that I cried during dance practice, and you just simply reply an 'orh'. Wow. I didnt know I meant so little to you. Hah. I'm such a stupid girl.

I shouldnt have believed you. When he (another friend) say that you're just playing with me, I should have heed his hint not to trust you so much. But yeah, you betrayed my trust. Thanks so much. :)

Oh yes, I almost forgot to say that, I'm sorry for being such an unreasonable bitch. You're always putting up with my fucking attitude, and you're always apologising for things that is actually not your fault.

Yes, my ex boyfriend is actually a really great guy. :)

And although its a sad break up, I think I've matured a bit.

Dear Love, you've really taught me a lot of things.