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Monday Blues. :(

Dont laugh. I'm sure you guys get them too right? DON'T YOU JUST HATE MONDAYS???!!! :<

Le sigh,

Why is Monday so far from Friday, but Friday so BLOODY close to Monday!!

So yeah, have been studying with Huixin at the library for the past few days but I think its to no avail. Did Geography and Poa paper 2 today, I did really badly la. :( I just hope to get at least a 10 in Poa? WTF, YEAH IT WAS THAT BAD. I did not study at all for Poa and solely concentrated on Geography WHICH, DID NOT FUCKING COME OUT THE ESSAY I WANTED WHAT THE HELLLLLLL. Okay I shall stop here.

My notessssss! :) THE EVIDENCE THAT I DID TRIED TO STUDY.

Even with my schedule, I'll still make time for my family and we'll have at least dinner once a week! ^^

You can choose to ignore, and I strongly encourage you to:

Although sometimes I dont wish to 'cos my relationship with my mum havent been going quite well recently and its been like that for quite a while already... I'm not going to be the first to fix that problem, 'cos I know that I dont have the ability to. I guess our character is just too alike. We're both too stubborn and just want things our way, not willing to lose any bit to the other party. Well, at least I'm aware of that. But is she? I doubt that.

I didnt really want to disclose that matter on my blog but somehow, I just feel that it's right to write it out. Dont tell me to try and talk to her. It'll never work and we'll just end up shouting at each other all over again. I wonder when is the last time we talked like how I talk to my dad. My dad's always calm and no matter how agitated I sometimes get during our conversation, there's always peace in his tone. I wished my mum got half of that, or maybe just a quarter. I'll be happy with just a quarter.

But then again, I know she'll never change. She never changes. She never change for her friends, never changes for her family, never changes for us. Its just that, it has been that way since young. Yes, I can give my respect to my dad easily, its almost like nothing, its just the norm. However, with my mum... Let's just put it simpler - I just never regard her as one.

I just cannot bring myself to respect her.

SO WE HEADED TO...

 Nando's!! Which is located at the 3rd level of Jcube shopping mall! :D

Daddy and brobro. They look very happy here I wonder why! Hahaha. :p 

Garlic bread with some kind of pepper mushroom soup. Loves! <3 

Our drinks. I ordered some kind of coffee thingy (left) LOL. Pretty weird for a non-coffee addict like me. :S But the name is Chocolate Espresso I think??? Haha I find it cute! :B And the one beside that look kinda like red wine is........... Ughhh *barf*

 Me and brobro! :D :D

Hahaha. Sorry for that stupid smile. I dont really like smiling like that either but daddy always like it better that way. -_- He say looks more real or whatever shit la! But I think it makes my eyes look a lot smaller lor wth!! :<

Actually, it didnt really hit me at first that my little brobro have been growing a lot since he entered secondary school, both mentally and physically. But I started to take notice recently 'cos... HE'S NOW ALMOST A HEAD TALLER THAN ME ALREADY!!! O_O WTH?!??!?!! I still cant get use to the fact that I'm now the shortest among my family. :( Aarghh. Hahaha. Well, I guess most boys starts to develop really dangggggg quickly once they enter sec 1 eh? That's what I've noticed la!

HAHAHA OH BTW, AW MAN THIS ONE I REALLY DAMN BAD. ._. So anyway, the thing is that he started growing pimples and zits on his forehead (I think from around start of this year?) and I cant help but keep making fun of him because of that! xD Because he used to keep making fun of me also!! :< And yeah, I used to have lots of pimples on my forehead. :$ And still do, but a lot better la! Haha. And for the very fucking first time in my entire life............... I REALISE THAT HE'S STARTING TO CARE ABOUT HIS LOOKS. 

Maybe I was too observant, but there's this once that happened quite recently when I had ordered avocado juice and I offered to share with him, he didnt want to even give it a try. BUT, that was until I told him this:

"Very good for skin one leh!"

AND HE DRANK IMMEDIATELY.

MOTHER OF GOD.... Aiyah it just feels weird watching him grow so much and entering teenage-hood all of a sudden la!!

I only tried a bit of this. Not bad but not awesome as well. :/ 

Their fries are nice but the chicken at the back taste... Bleahh. Sorry. :X The rice is good if you dip them into sauces like:

Hot peri-peri or garlic peri-peri.

There's also one which is extra-hot peri-peri and let me warn you first: DO NOT ATTEMPT TO TRY THAT. I can easily and proudly say that I'm a rather good spicy-eater, but THAT, I really jitao cannot tahan okay?!?! Its okay at first, and I was thinking "cheh, almost the same mah!" and then its like after 30 seconds then it hit me and it seriously burns. And it continues for what, like, 10 minutes and in between that I cannot really enjoy my food since my tongue was stinging from the heat. UNBEARABLE LA!!!

You must be thinking why is it so weird-looking right?!?! I was also shocked when the dish came L-M-A-O. But those chicken hanging were really awesome!! Tender and bouncy kekeke. :p And there's some kind of fruit (dried prunes?) in between. YUMS! ^^ Btw, that's some kind of sticky rice in the bowl on the left and coleslaw in the other one. Sticky rice is delicious. :)

The food at Nando's are really kinda pricey but its still good for a dinner with family because they'll be the one paying for the bills!! :P

Yeah and that's practically all that's been happening in my live. OMYGOD I NEED A LIFE!!! Seriously, I'm going out to siao immediately once my mid-years are done.

I know its rather act cute but EXCUSE ME FOR TRYING SOMETHING JUST FOR FUN. *roll eyes* The 2 things tied around my hair are actually rings if you're wondering. Hahaha. Am I very creative or am I super creative? :p

♥

Dance Cast 2.0 (Qualifying rounds)

Yeahhhhh!!!! ^_^

Well, in case you're wondering why I posted the grand finals first instead of the qualifying rounds, its because there's more pics in that and I'm scared I might take too long to blog them up if I leave them to afterwards. :/ But, hey! LOOK WHAT I'VE GOT HERE?!?! :D

Darryl with his baby freeze. Kinda cool eh? I'm still trying to do that but I can only do like, what, 2 seconds? UGHH. ITS HARD OKAY?!?!

Meet up with Xinwen there! She actually intended to come watch our performance that day but she was too late and she came right when ours just ended LOLWTFBBQ!!! Hahaha. Rushed all the way down for nothing. :S

And yes, the video is on youtube but NO, DONT FUCKING WATCH IT OKAY. You'll be blinded for god's sake. K I've warned you already. Dont come and blame me if something went wrong with your eyes afterwards. I'm not going to even put the link here because it's seriously that fucking bad. Fuck you if you go and watch and seriously go and die if you watched and laughed at my mistake. :@

No seriously, I'll be angry.

Anyway, since you've read (I presume) my previous entry, then you guys shall know that we didnt got in right............ STILL NEED SAY MEH. But yeah, overall its still a pretty good experience and Xinwen, my best frienddddddddddd I really love her a lot la!!! Consoled me and Darryl while we were feeling goddamn sad. We werent sad that we didnt get in k? We kinda expected that already. We were just upset that we didnt put in much effort. Just like Darryl, I was also blaming myself that we didnt tried hard enough. We really did not, and that's why we felt guilty.

I still remember at that point I felt really bad. If we didnt even started, If I didnt asked them to join the competition... But then again! Its never a waste of time. That I can be absolutely sure. :) Although we didnt win, we've gained so much more knowledge about dancing and competitions, I've got to know Joyce and Kailin more and AIYAH THE LIST CAN GO ON FOREVER!!!

Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

But I really do think that my relationship with Joyce and Kailin is much more than just crewmates. Its just, the way we've met. I dont wanna go on into that because I can continue for days, but the chances of me getting to know them is so little. Its almost like we're destined to know each other in our life somehow!!


Okay okay, enough of those emotional talks. Moving on!

NAH, A PIC OF AHMAH XINWEN:

L-O-L

Following pics are grabbed from facebook and taken by Joyce. :)

Hahaha. Valor Stellars at East Point mall with our crazy make-up!! Ahem. Actually I have no idea why I just wrote crazy. I THINK ITS AWESOME LEH!!!

Hahaha at scape with absolute no make up aargh I look damn bad okay just scroll pass that if you cannot take it okay. FUCK YOU IF YOU BARF-ED. We were preparing to put on make up la okay idiot!!! :<

Oh! And I've curled her hair and mine that day. I think their fantabulous! :P :$ Keke. And btw, I love this picture leh. HEHEHE THE EFFECT SO NICE!!! ♥.♥


Okay that's all! I know I know, I shouldnt even be blogging here right? Why am I wasting my time when everyone else is studying their ass off with the mid years. -_- I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA. I just had the sudden urge!

Anyway, if you're wondering why this entry is named Monday Blues when its Tuesday today is because I actually wrote this entry on Monday but I got distracted halfway and ended up with no time to complete it LOL. ._.

Umm, that always happen actually.